No more JUSTIN in days Mon-Fri

Classes!

Classes!

I don't know what to do... Sometimes, stress DRIVES ME CRAZY!!!!

No more Justin Bieber is there to calm me and entertain me.....

If I could tell him that I really need him! I'll do it!!!

I'll run even it's a thousand miles away!!!!!

anyways he's my inspiration to keep going!!!

I'll make my quizzes higher so that I'll be rewarded!!!!

AN INSTANT JUSTIN BIEBER TREAT!!!!!

DRIVES ME CRAZIER!!!!!

Classes we're almost there!

Buying bag, notebooks, pens and paper. Making new uniforms, others get a new haircut, enrolment! whoo!! I could feel the spirit of classes AGAIN!!! Making new friends, seeing your enemies, meeting the new teachers.. Seeing your enemies faces makes us DROOL sometimes... Seeing the same faces! whoo!! I really hate waking up early, and I hate going home late! aaarrrggghh!!!

I miss my former groupmates :(

I really missed my former groupmates in research, I missed the scanning scene, the confusing times, going home late nights, the giggling happenings even though we are problematic on how to do our tasks, I really missed it! If I was serious in my studies, I know, I could still continue making our paper, but, let be bygones be bygones. I really miss them, not only them, but, all of my classmates that I've been with for almost 10 months. I hope they will succeed in their study so that their efforts will go into nothing, in GOD'S WILL, I hope so, Good Luck to them!

SSg camp rocks! syang wla aqng mga pictureS!

.... Last January 12, 2010, mado-draw sa mukha ng mga classmates q at sa akin narin ang excitement, for our SSG camp, xempre, through this camp, we will learn more about ourselves and about our classmates and friends. Im very interested lang naman sa mga sleeping positions nila, hehehe, syang nga at hindi q nadala ang cam q, ayan tuloy, wlang pix, cge, next time nlng....
.... A camp experience with physical trainings makes me challenged, gusto q lng namn i-prove na I fear nothing, but I cant avoid to fear somethings that surrounds me. Ang pinakamahirap para sa akin ang Centipede at ang Kadang2x, I cant balance my body, kaya natutumba aq, sorry to Dana and Bea, sa mga nadaganan q dahil sa pgka-out of balance ng katawan q, sorry talaga! Nakakapagod talaga ang camp, but super enjoy, gusto q pa ng isa, I want it to be more challenging. Hope may camp next year! heheh:)

.... unsa mana uie, imbes nga tabangan ta, duh!!!

hapit na ang defense, magtinanga nlng q dri sa blay, di na pwd uie, di q mka-3rd yr, bhala eh!!! imbes nga tabangan ta, gina-pabay-an nlng hinoon ta!!! mkalagot bya!!! puchaks!!! mkalagot!!!
worthless!!!
worthless!!!
im worthless!!!
nobody cares for me,
except for myself!
mas maau pa ang iban!
concern
aq, gahimo ug project tapos pangitaon!
paano mtapos ang project kung pirmi nlng bwal q mugawas!!!
ambot ah!!!!!!!
ok lng kung dli q mka-3rd yr,
sala man pud na nila!!!!
gusto nq mghimo, di nq mahimo kay ginahigpitan q pirmi!!!!
maau pa wla nlng unta q nila gi-pasulod ug ingon ana nga sitwasyon eh,
kung kbalo cla nga ingon ana ang mahitabo!!!
naga-follow lng q sa gusto sa iban!
pero dli nq ma follow ang gusto nq para sa aqng sarili,
unsa'y for my own good?
kung cge nlng d.i pnghighpit sa aq,
paano nq matapos tanan nga dpat tapuson!!!!!
ginakapoie nq!!!!
unta sabton pud q ninyo uie!!!!
unsa man q, robot nga pwd ninyo ingnan sa tanan ninyong gusto?
makalagot!!!
WORTHLESS!!!!
WORTHLESS!!!!

.. my heart is loving someone...

.. If ur thinking that it was still the same person, no he's not. He has his own life and I'm out of that. This person is very perfect for me, his personallity is really perfect for me. He got the brain, looks, fame, and attitude, he is smart, cute, and really kind. I cant tell my feelings coz I want to secure first if this feeling of mine is right. I don't know if I could this LOVE, but sometimes, there is whispering in my ears that what I'm feeling is just an INFATUATION. How can I get out in this complicated situation. I want to tell him, but I couldn't. How can I figure this out, I know, he's not ready yet for a new love. I wake up every morning telling myself, ur such a worthless person. I want to be good in his eyes. I want to be perfect enough for him. I want to have a happy ending. I want to have a good day shared with him. I want to treasure memories with him. I want it all and I'll work for it. If its not enough, I find a way to perfect it. I just want to be loved someone, this is me, and I want is to be with him.......

:(

nakakakapoie! whew!

wow! nakakakapoie na research!
bxtah ang gusto nq, mutabang!
para dli q isipan nga pirmi nlng naga-salig,
ug mura nalang saling-pusa....
bxtah i don't to be the best...
i want to do my best,
to help my groupmates,
to finish our study,
to help myslef!
wow!
nakakakapoie,
bxtah gx2 nq mg-njoi,
learning new things and discover new things!
bahala kapoie, bxtah njoi!

paano kung di q mahal ang isang tao, at mahal q ulit ang taong minahal q dati?

ang gulo ano? what i mean is, feel q di q mahal ang taong mahal q ngaun, pero mahal q na naman ang taong minsa ay minahal q na dati. Gets mo? kung di parin eto ha, ung present na luv q di q na luv, pero ung minahal q dati, mahal q na naman xa ulit, ayan cguro naman maintindihan mo na. Nagicng nlng aq realizing, di q na mahal ang taong mahal q ngaun, pero bumabalik ang feelings q sa taong minahal q na dati pa, alam mo ung feeling na naiinis ka sa sarili mo? bkit pa kc aq nagpakalayo sa dting mahal q kung alam q namang mamahalin q xa ulit? di q xa masubaybayan, di q rin xa mangitian, hanggang text, ym, fs, fb nlng? naiinis aq sa sarili q, di man lng aq gumawa ng paraan para mgsama kmi ng matagal!!!!!!! NAKAKAINIS!!!

nEw cOmpoSitiOn

The one who teach me to love
composer: mari

I.

I wake up every morning
laughing about what I was dreamin'
I see you again, feeling so okay
I was really happy, makes say, hey!

I really want to know
Why you came
I almost turned insane
And nevermind about that pain

Yesterday, I never knew what that feeling means
but with you today, I jump and happy to say
I LOVE YOU BOY, YOU MAKE ME SO GAY!!

Chorus:

You teach me how to love and be loved
You teach me, how wonderful love is
Rocking feeling, I finally know what love is
Because you teach me, what really love is

II.

I see you in open door
I feel so sure
That this feeling, that I'm feeling
Is the love you taught me....

Chorus

Bridge

I was really sure,
This love I'm having is just for you
I see it on your eyes
I see it on your eyes

Chorus2x

Thanks for teaching me what love is
And I know it's meant for you and me

missing him.....

What happened to him? why did he changed? he was never like that before. Why his attitude become so bad? I miss that attitude, I miss his kindness, to me and to my friends. Hope he will not make himself a very bad person, why there are bad influences surrounds? I don't like what's happening! I'm just concern with him. I missed his good side, but my friends discouraged me from him. But I think my friends are right. I just, I just, don't like what he's doing in his life! I'm just concern, then he will hurt one of my friends, better go far away from him and prioritize in fixing my life!

What a tiring week!

This week, I've been busy doing all the requirements needed at school, too tiring, due to tireness and lack of sleep, I got sick, and I sometimes sleep in our classes, but thanks I wasn't caught by my teachers, only Bea, or Aica caught me sleeping, or sometimes, my other classmates who keep on staring at me, looking at my inocent face while sleeping, hahahaha! I really thanked that it's Friday today, I will just read few books then sleep, eat, surf the net, and watch movies this weekend, I will make my weekend happy and don't mind school, many bad happenings happened this week, one of those is; my teacher scolded me for a reason that I don't help in cleaning in our assigned area. Who cares, it will just pass and just be forgotten, but for now, I will rest for the days that we have no classes!!!