.. my heart is loving someone...

.. If ur thinking that it was still the same person, no he's not. He has his own life and I'm out of that. This person is very perfect for me, his personallity is really perfect for me. He got the brain, looks, fame, and attitude, he is smart, cute, and really kind. I cant tell my feelings coz I want to secure first if this feeling of mine is right. I don't know if I could this LOVE, but sometimes, there is whispering in my ears that what I'm feeling is just an INFATUATION. How can I get out in this complicated situation. I want to tell him, but I couldn't. How can I figure this out, I know, he's not ready yet for a new love. I wake up every morning telling myself, ur such a worthless person. I want to be good in his eyes. I want to be perfect enough for him. I want to have a happy ending. I want to have a good day shared with him. I want to treasure memories with him. I want it all and I'll work for it. If its not enough, I find a way to perfect it. I just want to be loved someone, this is me, and I want is to be with him.......

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